bad hair day...

so why is it that when people say something i tend not to believe them? ever happen to you?
like they say something about you whether it be good or bad i tend not to believe them.

i suppose today was a very very off day. i blame it on the horrible hair that i walked around with all day (because everyone knows that if u have a bad hair day the rest of your day can follow suit).

so anyways i was thinking about this. and i thought hm. okay so why don't i believe them ever? i could lie to you and say i have no idea why but in truth i have a pretty good idea. nevertheless unless a thought or notion is drilled into my head (me being rather stubborn at times) i will refuse to believe, admit, accept whatever has been said. but anyways i realised that i should stop this ridiculous behavior if i ever want to get anywhere.

this brings me to my next point. things are easier said than done. we have a rule no one's supposed to feed the dog human food cuz we don't want her begging all the time. well of course when she looks so cute wagging her little tail we have all succumbed to temptation and given her a yummy little (or big) treat, i mean how can you resist? so my dad the biggest enforcer of this rule is always after my grandma for giving the dog food. and when caught giving the dog food (i mean feeding the dog right out of her hand) she will say
"no i didn't give the dog food! of course not me never!!!"
"we just saw you"
"no u didn't"
"yes we did"
"oh that it just dropped"
"you were feeding the dog out of your hand"
"no i wasn't"
"yes you were"
"no of course not i was just wiping her mouth"
"well when she gets sick later you're cleaning it up"
"oh she wont get sick"
2 hours later
"whats this?how did she get sick if you didn't feed her?"
"oh maybe the food dropped on the ground how should i know?
so you see this little scenario is rather annoying and repetative and my grandma always denies even if caught. well today guess what? i saw my dad giving the dog cheerios! so yes things are easier said than done.

well thats all for now. Nite nite xoxo Nikki

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Nikki Flores rocks!

Nikki Flores (born 17 October 1988) is an American singer. Discovered by manager Bruce Johnson, Flores was signed by Sony Music honcho Donnie Ienner after performing for him live in his office. He was so taken by the young singer/songwriter that he signed her immediately. In 2005, she released her first single, "Strike", written by Denise Pearson of the British pop group Five Star. This year, Flores will release her debut album This Girl which showcases her writing skills and vocal ability. Flores is currently signed to Epic Records. On March 15 Nikki's MySpace Announced three new songs: "Selfish", "Painkiller" & "Insecure". The first of three features production by Jonathan "J.R." Rotem who also produced and co-penned "Don't Know What You Have" with longtime collaborator Evan "Kidd" Bogart.

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I heart Nikki Flores she's so pretty and she has the same name as me. Now isn't that lovely?

This Girl, I Wanna Know You Like That, Painkiller (songs i just downloaded =] ) haha wow anyways I like her so should you www.myspace.com/nikkiflores enjoy! lovelove ~Nikki

hmm

okay what to write....im not sure as nothing too exciting has happened.
recent not excitign events that have taken place are the following
1. yearbook is over. and completed.
2. i downloaded all the what not to wear podcasts on my ipod as well as modtv and elle vogue and something else.
3. i painted my nails.
4. i applied for jobs which i know i will not get.
5. i babysat soemthing i never do. especially not with actual babies.
6. i forgot about this. i went to bellingham and realised how true that is about americans. i love canada.

i believe they should make muzzles for babies yes i love them but they can cry better than a screamo screamer can scream. reasons why i don't want a baby
1. you get very fat and even after its out your 'glowing' skin doesn't look so glowy anymore. more like sticky sweat. and u can no longer fit into that perfect dress that you simply adore. nor can u buy the same dress in a different size because it doesn't come in sizes bigger than small. and you are huge.
2. its like your constipated but you're not and its stuck like that for nine months. causing you to have to go to the bathroom all the time. hahaha french. oh good times.
3. morning sickness. what can i say but ew
4. no sleep. yes i tend to say i can sleep when i'm dead i have better things to do than sleep. but when you're sleep deprived you go crazy. take it from me i get very little sleep and end up doing extremly retarded things. and lookign like a terrible mess. and this is not fun. especially when you're in the middle of a math exam and you're halfway through a question and you almost fall asleep.

now after all this horribleness. i still love kids. maybe one day i'll actually want some of my own that i don't just play with for a few hours and return to their owner i mean parents when they cry.

but who knows. i mean there might be pros of having children...for example being able to dress them up. that is very fun. and taking pictures of them and watching them experience new things with a total look of amazment in the world.

now let me tell you this, if i have a child which i most likely will (unless i become a cat lady whose very bitter at the world or one of those crazy couples that believe that having a dog is the same as having a child. ) i will dress them up and have matching clothes and paint their room. decorate it. make all the other mothers very envious of my little darling. i will go to the states and buy them one of those creepy dolls they make to look like you (if u want one go to American Girl). i will do all that. and more because how can you not?

anyways i must be off. lovelove nitenite x's and o's and may you be blessed enough to create a baby muzzle. ~Nikki